Earlier this week, Captain gave me just a plain ordinary maintenance spanking. It was with the canes but not intense. We didn’t address anything. He didn’t mention all the things that were going undone because I didn’t feel well. Or my occasional lack of respect. He just swatted enough for me to feel a nice stinging burn. Even and steady. Again and again.
Even though I had a migraine, or maybe because I had a migraine, this was the most comforting thing he could have done. It felt so much like a being wrapped in a warm blanket. Safe and
cozy. When we went to bed, he just held me close.
I was able to find rest in the ‘feel’ of being so well taken care of.