We both recognize that a spanking will happen soon. His time, not mine. We’ve talked a bit about it, but I am trying not to get any preconceived expectations. Quietness is a major issue…there are ALWAYS kidlets in this house, lol. We decided to take some money and order a couple of things from Cane-iac.com. No more dollar store wooden spoons or fifty cent wooden dowels. We have a couple of plain rattan sticks…which will do when the times come, I’m sure.
I did talk with him about turning my writing into a blog, which he not only agreed to, but thought was a good idea. I love to write, and I think it will be good to be able to share and not just lurk! And so he became Captain…and I became Kate, which is not my real name (obviously, lol). I love the name Katherine because it sounds feminine, and I love Kate because it sounds strong. I get a little hung up on names, hating my name in real life, lol.
I’ve spent a couple of wonderful hours turning my writing into blog posts. I feel peace. The Captain and I went out to lunch today with NO kidlets, lol. It was a wonderful peaceful time together. I feel calm with him now, and I didn’t have that before.
I’m still anxious about the first spanking, but I’m taking it a day at a time. I know it won’t be tonight, because he will be out late playing chauffeur to kidlet#1. I just keep telling myself: His time, not mine.